I lost my nights with trembling thoughts
Around the spirit of growing hope
I lost my nights with senseless love
All for nothing: nothing from all…

I urged myself to bluer skies
Like in a fantasy covered with lies
I urged myself in spite of all
That were against it, against the score

The truth prevailed, the dream was torn,
I shattered all the clothes I’d worn
The truth so bold, unfair, had stabbed
My heart with poison in the back

But still she lurkes inside my mind
And I’m afraid of what she’d find
But still I can’t forget her breath
Close to me like life to death

Soft tears fall down my humble cheeks
A bitter taste which makes me sick
Soft tears regretting all those days
When I was in some other place

I wish there were a way to change
The outcome of this sacred game
I wish she knew the way I felt
And all the problems I had delt

Again I try to turn away
To close my eyes and walk my way
Again I see her smiling face
Smiling to me and no one else

She calls my heart and doesn’t know
That when she does it my love floats
She walks away without a blink
And doesn’t know that my hope sinks

I lost my nights thinking of her
But now it all comes like a blur
I lost my nights, uncertain how
She shined for me still she’s gone now

That it has been, now it’s a mist
I’m sure I won’t cease to exist
That it was real, now it’s a dream
Which my life will never fit in

The future is the one that brings
So many opportunities
The future seeks within my heart
The way to start another part

I sigh and let new air come in
Putting behind the one I’ve been
I sigh at last for happened days
For no one but for my own sake.