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For a moment there I thought you were here...
The doors closed and I regret Feelings of laughter and white You rain down and I am dead; From your face I see the noises That reside deep, within you I can touch them, red as roses Bleeding inside and you do - Not feel this, follow me, I'll show you how To let go, to scream, to bow To a nightmare so real That it paints me to a wall... From all this i cannot feel: I succumb and learn to fall. Because all I see are eyes Staring claws and morbid faces It is great; they're only lies ... vanishing without my traces. Follow me, I'll take you where I have smiled my regrets Where I walked, I climbed the stair To unconcious, dark,events... Follow me into this place That appears inside my mind I will burry you with grace You will laugh and I will find - Just how cold and black you are Hear the poem of the star. In a strange idea of events, we are all lost... There he goes, wiping his glasses. He is nervous, he is stressed In this world of feeble dances He considers that he's blessed. Blessed with knowledge, blessed with passion Spends his life inside a room Dried of hope; always in fashion Drifting time, awaiting doom... He's a nerd, a geek, a joke He's a symbol of tomorrow Common, one might say today, But inside he feels as sorrow As a stripped artist, as gray As a mourning rock and hollow As a corpse..without a say As a king no one would follow. He's a dedicated worker Loyal as a rogue can be But his eyes have yet to see What his heart awaits from him. He decides to cry and flee Out of touch, without a scream. The wind beckons as he walks Slowly in a field of dead Leaves and butterflies and .. thoughts Die and lay on autumn's bed. He walks slowly through the park With his hands stuck in his coat Looking for something... his spark He feels lost and out of hope. In a moment stuck in tine In a thought of endless whisper He enjoys a glass of wine As his mind begins to shiver. Overtaken by his sorrow He lies down, slow, on his bed He thinks fearful of tomorrow For he feels as if he's dead... Awful screams leap out of the apartment... Mice and rats and broken windows Lay upon her as a curse: This abyss of broken whispers Now she sees as being worse. It's her home, her sanctuary, It's a place of tear and sin Feels just like a mortuary Place for ghosts and for unclean... Her head pains her to the ground It feels awful, as a load; That's when she decides to run, All her sins and cries to fold. As a person, she is dying, For her mind can only see Endless torment and corruption From her dad and mom to be. She's a freak that hides in burrows She's a rose with friendly thorns A sweet face taken by sorrows And a story no one knows.... On this day of truth and valor She decides it's time to walk... And she suddenly stars crying Drifting slowly through the park. A day of misery and hope… On this filthy day of autumn I decide my soul to quench. As the sky grows even darker I will sit on this old bench. All around me seems to fall All is changing for the worst Everybody tries to crawl… They can’t change destiny’s course. On the cold and shallow stairs I see people passing by No one really seems to care That this girl can only cry… Her eyes fall and on her Small white shoulders Lie down to rest a pair of black, feather Wings. Time freezes as her fragile corpse Intensifies her never ending Ripple of distress. The confused tinker walks And passes by the swarm Of pagan crucifixes. He then trips and knocks down The sorrow angel’s wings. In a second they are stuck… Their eyes meet and By carefully wrapping his smile Inside a deep, dark, faceless figure. He is able to Bless her with serenity And she stops crying But starts shivering. An angelic figure he sees as Naked inside her struggle. The world seems big, she feels small – just thoughts. She cannot hear herself whisper. Dark are thoughts that can give away Your parasitic subconscious self. Her delicate small hands Are blown away… Taken by a mist of Butterflies ?! She sees the omen in His eyes. As he takes her hand And draws her wings Back… No words are spoken, for They feel together… And her wings fall Once more As their lips close and silence forbids that Time takes them away To this pile of souls Scattering in a desert of Discontent. They do not touch But they feel as they Do not need to. They are together Not here, not now But inside a dust capsule That prevents all good from raining. Her green eyes closed; his – Staring at her core. Dreams, feel loaded with Tempest ash and molten music. In a gesture of crystal frailty He breaks her down With nothing more than… A hug. An embrace. She is revived Outside the borders of her Long, perfect coma That lasted not more than Eleven seconds. Tears taste like dances: Pure, divine – cosmic. The evil, soulless knight Of despair and solitude Walks close to their flame. An unforgiving father; A monster of Nothingness and pain. As their phoenix will rise Once more They choose not to meet This executioner That will do nothing but Spit hatred to their faces. They decide to resurrect Their very own Burning torch, Tomorrow, at the same sacred hour That found them together on this day. I am impressed. The smaller souls bear the heaviest loads… I saw a cockroach the other day. She was crawling up a wall. She was trying to escape me. I raised her since she was nothing more than Dust. She is still young and fragile, but now I feel disgusted. She wouldn’t obey me. I picked up the chair and hit her. She fell down from the 5th floor. Good. She is dead. I do not feel guilty for what I’ve done the other day. She was a part of me. But I killed her. I was sick of her Getting in my way. Always getting in my way. I’ve shown you my ankh, now show me yours! Again I sit on this rusty bench. I am transformed. And I see him. Crying! This is the ending of an era; The death of a phoenix that Had been stolen its ash. I pity him. I made time run faster. But it went slower For him. I cannot help him. I love him. Hours fly, and he shrinks down To a pebble. He gets kicked But suddenly he decides to join me. After this I don’t know what he did. But now he is here with me. And I will forever be… His dead cockroach.
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