I lived in darkness
Withdrawn from modern life
My mind was full of negativity
And my mood was depressed
I could relate to the melancholic poets
And the gothic literature of Edgar Allan Poe
These lost souls are misunderstood
This is not a quest for evil
But a search for understanding and faith
A Fae came out in a letter
And I became stronger
Wiser and more sympathetic
And loved as i loved none
But before a second feather flew
I felt so restrained by futurity
By the pressure to conform on change
That I
I took a razor and cut through my heart
Only to waist a second of stone
I had to loose my Fae's life
To realise how precious it is
Now I am half empty
A cloak of darkness surrounds me
I see the world in crystal clear vision
But only
Droplets of blood fall from my eyes
A memory is covered in sadness
My lips shatter in madness
A shadow now guides me
But crystal spears of torment will always be there
To remind me how bright those half season's eyes were