There were times
when I was the devil
and times I was Christ,
Times when my crucifixion
seemed so near
when I almost was feeling my heartbeats
broken and sliced,

There were times
I felt sickened
and times I felt warmth,
There were times I felt like a butterfly
and others when I felt like a moth
burned,

There were times
I'd rip the skin of my bones
trying to scream
and share my pain
with the never-ending nights and the owls,

There were times
I could pray from dusk till dawn
for another sunset,
Times spent all alone
when I was yelling like a mad werewolf
for your name, Death,

There were times
I could stray the highways in my illusion
searching for truth,
There were times in my confusion
I was blindly seeking out you,

There were times
I could reach for the stars
and times I couldn't even reach for the shore,
There were times in my life
when even though I wanted so much
I was unable of more...