I look for the right words
to tell you nothing,
all my ideas are incomplete
like any other thing.

I look to all I’ve been
and WOW! I don’t recognize it!
it’s like I’ve been somebody else
lost in an untrue dream.

it’s strange how I look to you,
everything’s new and makes no sense,
your memories are like a star
gone out of universe.

and still, the pain is in my heart,
I feel it, but I ask what’s that;
the demons feel it, angels feel it,
everybody feel it on a chat.

the destiny is my soul,
and my soul is pain,
because I loved your smile
and love it’s poison, and you’re gone in rain.


july 23 2001