don't venerate depths now,
i have overcome my inertia
that enagmatic object fascinates
...me no longer,
I have avenged my amnesia.
that enknidling entity sates me
perfectly,
for that entity never overpowers me.
misconceptions do hunt me no longer
incessant clash inspires me.
the glimmer of the moment condenses;
what remains stays with me.
the hours have become empty
i don't ask them to fill themselves.
now, days are not languorous any longer
unfilled, whole, incomplete.
though i have many Lucifers, too many
of them,
still, they never make me feel deprived of
"joys of heaven" ( a reference to Marlowe's
Dr Faustus)
and i seek panacea in tumultuous vexations.