I'm gonna have to say goodbye
You do know why , you wonder why
I flied so high towards the sky
Only to fall ... to try and... die


why should one suffer... why should i
i just don't want to see your eyes
your one disguise to my demise
to bring me to my knees and cry

and yet you smile and joke
so all my love i must revoke
this in the hope that in one day
i will rejoice if in delay ...

one simple word will touch my heart
one word to make me fall apart
to make me scream for a new start
of this sick thought i must "depart"

this simple mind is going under
my very being is torn asunder
confusing as this is i wonder
what made me look to you ... a wonder

what is this feeling and why me
i did not ask for love to be
such a big torment for "just me..."
one leg will fall on to it's knee

the other will stand tall and i'll raise
if i should fall again from grace
but then another i'll embrace
thaw still remembering your face

my troubled being i will spare
all thought of you and i'll not care
the fact that you were beauty bare
and light in infinite warm glare