I miss you,
not your skin, your smile,
I miss the long while
we spent apart,
when you lived in my heart,
but you didn’t know…
I miss you, the defeat,
the hope of victory
then,the desperation, finally
almost like a relief...
The deception of you I miss,
the love you weren’t prepared to give,
the dream of what will never be,
the joy of hoping, the tears of disappointing me,
I miss the thunder in my heart when you’re near,
the illusion that has disappeared,
my vision is blurred from reality,
it’s now indifference that I see…
The eyes of love are closed again,
I loved you and loved not in vain,
now emptiness is draining me,
all cold and dry is my sea
yet, I still miss the you,
the you I never knew...


Sybille)Sydney= Krivenko 2007