Realization takes place at different times of your life. Sometimes it comes right away and sometimes it takes a lot of time. But whenever it is it will take place.

You know when your hurt and in pain the world wonht stop for you and take a look at how you have been doing. It keeps on revolving on its axis not minding the things thats happening. Letting things pass by with you left on one side. It'll continue to revolve with you being left.

There are some things in your past to be remembered and some better off to be forgotten. Life is short. Forgive and forget that what they laways tell me. Pain is part of life that you cannot avoid. If you think that person is only the best you ever had, you might as well reassure yourself if your telling yourself the right phrase.

Odd, that the world has revolved almost three weeeks around me and still surviving the pain I'm going through. Pretty much alive i told myself. I told myself I was officially dead for a couple of weeks now, but somehow managed to revive it. It's really good to prepare yourself from the things that might happen. You will never know what can happen in the next few minutes at least you know you are prepared and won't hurt so much over damned things. It'll help you avoid the scourging.

The world is waiting for me thanks to you.