and so it begins

the light slowly fading, and in my eyes
glitters: the light, the holy light
now if I can only reach it, touch it, if only I could
capture the very last of my moments

I'm giving birth:
insecurity, suffering,
all long subsided
coming back to life!

Immortal,
immortal stillness,
immortal stillness coming to life

anew?

or... just me again?