A mix of feelings and worlds
(words still remain unspoken)
Leaves and teardrops falling on the ground
Around is nothing but the strange sensation of not-belonging .

I close my eyes
I close my mouth
I refuse to let you know
Inside is nothing but confusion
unanswered questions repressed desires.

Controlling my moves
Controlling my mind - never yours – always
I walk amongst my selves, denying, hiding, reducing every emotion to zero



I am perfectly flawed. Deny me.